Chapter
I guess I can say that another chapter has ended in this moderately entertaining epic I call Life. I stood still when I should have leaped. I watched people pass me by when I should have wandered. I took myself for granted when I know I am better than any possibility. Yet, in this situation, I feel that I have done everything I could. People need the help of fate, destiny, karma, or whatever you call it to get what they want at times. Of course, a person must take some accountability of their situations, but c’mon! Everyone needs a little help from time to time. Give me a clue! Give me something?!
Situations don’t make the man, actions make the individual. Through this long and grueling process, my life has been on hold. I have pushed everything aside to become what I thought was to be a better person. Does that really matter when it comes to the matters of the heart? Maybe everyone needs to take time out to think of them selves, and it is okay to be selfish. Or so I hear.
I had all reason to, but never wanted to make a move. The moves I made were slow played and often capsized by petty arguments and not so calm silences. Everyday was another day in thought, and I had no idea where this engine would take me. I kept on patiently sitting in the passenger’s seat while destiny drove me to where she pleased. And destiny does not like a back seat driver.
So, now that I am at the crossroads. I have many decisions to make. Are these decisions really crucial for a happy life? Or is it that my mind has instilled itself in mediocrity and now anything that might be remotely spectacular is no longer on the table? Who knows? However, I will not sit here and justify that my life up till now has been anything short of amazing. The ride of life only leads to one place, yet everyone has their own twist and turns that they enjoy. Now, that this chapter has ended, I can move on to the next chapter and prove to myself that I am spectacular.
This chapter has ended. Or has it?
